I have the best mom in the world.

My mom truly does amaze me. So last night I was at Andreas house and I swear that girl never freaking sleeps! When I don't get enought sleep I get really sick, so yeah I'm sick. I've been coughing up my lungs all day and all last night. And Andrea made me watch The Haunting in Connetticut. If you know me I hate scary movies, but you probably don't know why. Well I don't know either but once after watching them I get really paranoid at start to see things. Since I couldn't sleep because of Andrea's yacking , coughing up a storm, and hallucinating terrifying stuff. So I call my mom, its 3 am. I never stay up that late...ever. I'm like my mom, a firm believer in sleep. This is why my mom is the greatest, she picks me up in the middle of the night and since I was afraid that she would get in a car wreck she stayed on the phone with me the whole entire time (: She was telling me about how there were people out in the streets. Then she would do her hilarious Madea impression. I know no one really cares about what i have to say about my mom. But I love my mom. She's my bestfriend

:P

Hah probably.
Okay, so yesterday was Parade Practice, so yeah i was scared to death to enter that band room, but i told myself "Hey, I'm Kelsey Rodriguez! i can do this." But anyways back to the point. i avoided him, it was easy, kinda. Either I'm extremly paranoid or all of his friends were looking at me weirdly. :/ Oh well, i guess i will have to get over it. But the rest of the week will most likely get my mind off it. So today is Wednesday, i have my last day of driving with Mr.Young and all his gay stories, but i have to drive with Joseph one of Dylans friends. JOY! But after driving I'm going over to Justines house (: Then on Thrusday we will do the Parade thing and Justine will sleep over at my daddys house. Andd after that on Friday im going over to Andrea's house for the first time this whole summer (: How excited. And just for the sake of this pointless blog. I'm not that afraid of starting High School, i mean yeah im still afraid i will get lost but that will hopefully not happen. Hahaha im blabbing like i always do when i get started. Hah okay
Byeee (:

i need angry music, not cool beans at all!

this is why i hate people. ugh! okay people always ask me why do i hate people here is one of the reasons i hate them. They are dishonest, you can't trust hardly any of them. You probably think I'm a hypocrite because yeah i've lied too. But AHH i just want to rip all my hair out. Frank Freaking Pazdera, had no clue I couldn't trust him. But i sure do now. Since everybody knows already I like Dylan Rubinic. And i told Frank who thinks i told him to tell all of his friends!! UGHH!! Then I talked to Matt who told me to tell Dylan, did that. Didn't work! And i'm so terrified to go to parade practice. Dylan will be there and Frank is friends with half of the band. So i dont know if someone will be immature and yell "YOU LIKE DYLAN" I'm not sure if i should talk to him or just ignore him. AHH! im so freaking confused, Oh well i'll figure something out i always do. but it was good to get all of this outt

Bye :P

I'm eating cake

Hahah i don't know what is with my title. I have alot of stuff going on right now. Attempting to keep my bestfriend friendship with Emily,because she has been the bestfriend of all my bestfriends and the only one really worth it anymore. Then there is Color Guard where I have to work my butt off just to stay on the team, because it will be worth it in the long run. Andd then another attempt to get a guy that i have only talked to once; about his jeep (: its amazingg. And on with my ever growing list of stuff School.Joy. School is insanely important to me. Why? I'm a nerd and I feel stupid without it.


So i'm in the mood to spilll my guts about the guy i like. You will never find out his name unless I tell you. So :P Hah well i have only talked to him once. I'm lame. I know. But woww (: hehehe I don't know if he likes me.i have caught him looking at me (: I have asked around, they said he is picky, but so am i! (: heheh im just blabbing on so if you want to stop reading, be my guest. Goodness I love Amelia, shes the one who was all annoying and told me to go talk to him. So thank you Amelia (: I noticed that he has a little bit of facial hair. Ew. Hahah wow i'm a blabber. If you have been reading this whole thing. HIGH FIVE. Yayy you (: Well i don't want to blab the whole night.
Byee (:

Bestfriendd?

Okay i don't really know how to start this blog so I'm going to just jump in. You know my best friend? Emily Nelson right? well it just doesn't feel like we are anymore. I mean shes all preppy and social. And I'm nerdy and anti-social. I don't know i can feel us drifting apart. I'm becoming closer with Rose Wells, and Emily Pazdera. And Emily Nelson obviously is becoming closer with Andrea Taylor .This was a pointless blog but it was good to get my feelings out
Peacee <3

Goodness.

Hello (: I know i haven't blogged in a while, but no one reads mine so not many people really give a flying fart in space about what i blog about.hah.wellll i have been at guard camp and band camp the past dos weeks. Guard camp was really amusing but difficult. But i don't really want to talk to about that in this blog. I want to talk about band camp (: Hehe so like the only time i blog is whenever i have a crush on someone or i just pissed off. Hehe well im not pissed off i have been extremly happy lately. Because of a boy? Yeah, kinda.Hah anddd...the sad thing is i have never talked to the guy i just look at him and giggle.wow im such a loser. hahahahah.. oh well. But once i get my mind set on something i usually strive to get it. so... you can kind of assume the rest. I suck at getting guys so wish me luck, i will make a fool of myself. but if i go down i will go down swinging. haha that kind of made sense. Ohh well. hehehehheh im so giggly :O
Byeee (: