Honestly, why can't I know a lot about relationships and all that jazz? You're probably like "Oh relationships are easy to figure out" Ha! Not for me, I am probably the most clueless girl about relationships you ever will meet wait scratch that I an the most clueless girl. And now you're probably wondering what in the hell is she rambling on about?
Well it all happened not this saturday but the last. I was in a car; he couldn't see me but I could see him. Just looking at him made my heart accerlerate. Pathetic isn't it?
Yes.
In my blog prior to this one I complained then too how I didn't get to see him and keep in mind I haven't seen him in a year. Prevous this week like er... around wednesday when I didn't know he wasn't coming. Even thinking about it made me sick to my stomach, and thing then that really scared me was that it wasn't reality. I was just thinking how it would go, and when I was thinking about it, all I could see were negatives.d;lfmad/mafdmn!!!!!!!!!
Gah, I'm so mad at myself because this stupid boy is preoccupying my mind!
And again the thing that gets me is its not reality...yet.
But i want it to be
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Wow.
I seriously just lost all respect for her. If what me and Emily think is true ,then yep respects gone. She knew I had a little crush on him! But NO! Does she care about other peoples feelings?
I guess not. And the thing that really gets me is that she has a boyfriend! A hot boyfriend!
We think that she cheated on him with my crush :( But if some how we get proof, oh she'll be sorry. Because I honestly believe that he would want to know. But the only problem is...getting proof. So wish us good luck.
Okay, so Emily says I have to write about the positives in life.
Like yesterday night, Emily and I went to downtown Hickory. We ate at Grouchos Deli (: It was yummy. Then we walked around and basically decided that the majority of skateboarders are hot. And after that! We went to a little quait coffee shop (: Our coffees were gross after the first 3 sips. And the adventure goes on we watched a Christian rock band, they were delightful (: Finally we went to see "Race To Witch Mountain" which was surprisingly pretty good, but there was little toddlers everywhere. Hahaha that movie would have scared the ever living crap out of me if I was 5.
Bye (: BOOOBIES hahahhaha
I guess not. And the thing that really gets me is that she has a boyfriend! A hot boyfriend!
We think that she cheated on him with my crush :( But if some how we get proof, oh she'll be sorry. Because I honestly believe that he would want to know. But the only problem is...getting proof. So wish us good luck.
Okay, so Emily says I have to write about the positives in life.
Like yesterday night, Emily and I went to downtown Hickory. We ate at Grouchos Deli (: It was yummy. Then we walked around and basically decided that the majority of skateboarders are hot. And after that! We went to a little quait coffee shop (: Our coffees were gross after the first 3 sips. And the adventure goes on we watched a Christian rock band, they were delightful (: Finally we went to see "Race To Witch Mountain" which was surprisingly pretty good, but there was little toddlers everywhere. Hahaha that movie would have scared the ever living crap out of me if I was 5.
Bye (: BOOOBIES hahahhaha
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