Honestly, why can't I know a lot about relationships and all that jazz? You're probably like "Oh relationships are easy to figure out" Ha! Not for me, I am probably the most clueless girl about relationships you ever will meet wait scratch that I an the most clueless girl. And now you're probably wondering what in the hell is she rambling on about?
Well it all happened not this saturday but the last. I was in a car; he couldn't see me but I could see him. Just looking at him made my heart accerlerate. Pathetic isn't it?
Yes.
In my blog prior to this one I complained then too how I didn't get to see him and keep in mind I haven't seen him in a year. Prevous this week like er... around wednesday when I didn't know he wasn't coming. Even thinking about it made me sick to my stomach, and thing then that really scared me was that it wasn't reality. I was just thinking how it would go, and when I was thinking about it, all I could see were negatives.d;lfmad/mafdmn!!!!!!!!!
Gah, I'm so mad at myself because this stupid boy is preoccupying my mind!
And again the thing that gets me is its not reality...yet.
But i want it to be
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