Damned if I do, Damned if I don't

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while , but aye no one really reads this anyways ha ha. Okay well I've been living with my best friend for like 4 days but she needs her sleep and my mom missed me but I'm coming back on Friday I think. Okay well most people know who "All Time Low " is right? Yes. Well I don't know why I titled my blog like their main verse in their song but Goodness I get side tracked. Okay Okay Okay... Well BLAHHHH I don't know how to put it into words. I like him again.. Ughh! Again can you believe it? I'm not going to say who because one of my friends is dating him. But blehh I want him. I thought blogging would help me realize that I can't have him or want him. But me and him have been friends for a pretty long time. And he is one of those friends that you can't stay mad at even though you want to hate them. If you have one of those friends you know where I'm coming from. But I hate myself for liking him again. aksdnfafnfd!!! Dudde I'm not sure if told you this but he used to really like me and I really liked him too but he was a pussy and never made a fucking move and then my bestfriend liked him too and so I just stopped liking him for her sake but then he was all like I like you Kelsey and all this crap. Why are guys so fucking confusing? I mean really!? I have no point in this blog other than to rant about some stupid guy so I will stopByee :P